When I go down

"You give me Hope
And Hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart
And when you do you make it light.
As I exhale, I hear your voice
And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you"

I've been sick. Almost went to the hospital last week. I'm feeling better, but it's been hard. I haven't been running to the One who'll love me always, when I need Him most. I think I've been broken down to the point where all I can do is turn to Him.

Abba, I'm in need of you. This last week has been so hard to get through. I haven't been feeling well. I've felt so sick. But Father, the beauty of you is that you've seen the pian and all the discomfort I've been going through. You've seen the tears that I've wanted to cry, and you were in the boat with me when the pain was so unbearable. Father, pull me back to you. I haven't been turning to you through this, and I just know how much you want me to. Loving Father, I am overwhelmed with how great your live is for me. Thank you for still being there, with open arms, embracing and holding me all the days of my life. I love you.


"When I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
'cause you'll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again."


But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.