Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I need You - Your touch, Your life, Your love...

I feel like things are falling apart. I've been close to tears for hours, and I just want to feel better. I have this wrenching feeling inside me... this feeling of insignifance and disappointment. This summer has just been so hard. For a moment I thought everything was okay. But between the migraines all the time and this new job, I feel completely broken down and worthless. I'm trying to remember Romans 5:3...

we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance...

It's just so hard. When the world around me is crumbling I should be able to turn to my Lord and Savior for comfort. He should be the only one who can provide it. I should be able to just reach my hands up for His touch, knowing and believing that everything is going to be okay.

I am so incredibly exhausted.

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