comfort

Lord, I know you're there. But I am so broken. Show me your comfort. Show me that you can take away this pain. I feel so useless. This pain makes me vulnerable to the lies that are constantly being thrown at me. I've tried to trust, but it's been getting bad again. I've tried to trust and have faith that You are greater than any kind of pain, but I am in pain more than I'm not. I am tired and weary. I can't make it through the end of the year - through classes, through finals, and through my barrier jury with this pain. I can't. Lord, allow me to cry. I haven't shed any tears, and I've tried. But they won't come. All I want to do is let out this emotion, but it won't come. Lord, show me your comfort. Show me that you love me. Show me that you care. Show me that you have a plan for me. Take away this sadness that is within me when the pain is searing. Comfort me because I am blinded, and lost. Comfort me, because I am broken. I can't do this anymore.